Where am i heading for

Where am I heading for?
misery, death, sorrows?
the great poet भारवि accepts in his celebrated play - उत्तररामचरितम्-
एको रस: करुण एव निमित्अभेदात्, भिन्न: पृथक् पृथगिवाश्रयते विवर्तान्।
आवर्तबुदबुदतरङ्गमयान् विकारान् अम्भो यथा सलिलमेव तु तत् समग्रम्॥
well.. that's what appears to prevail at the end...
but look at the nature of sorrow... its ephemeral... it can't be permanent
no one can keep crying and lamenting permanently...
no one can maintain the state of misery or anger permanently....
the moment one becomes calm and quiet and peaceful,a spring of happiness breaks inside him.
It fills ones heart to the brim.
then there are no words to express that contentment which comes from inside.
So he becomes silent.
A serine gentle smile appears on his face glowing with fulfillment.
It suffices to tell us that He has become a 'Buddha'
He has nothing to say... cos he knows that every one of us is bound to find this joy inside him one day or the other...
it is often observed in this world... only those who havn't yet experienced IT keep talking about it all the time, and those who have, are silent...
So am I heading towards silence?